It's the night before school. I'm actually online...and i'm doing my
homework at the same time. Oh well, it's a more productive way to
manage my time, right? If i can do both, why not? ;) This is actually
good, at least i won't be moaning that i'm bored for a while...but then
again, i might just moan about it for fun. =P
The reason i'm online tonight, is coz i'm looking for piano notes to the
harry potter theme. Sigh, this is the second night i'm searching for it.
I can't believe it's so hard to find. I will find it!!! [yes, this is one of my
more stubborn moments] oh well, better get started then...
Sayonara!

Depression. Strange lapse of sadness for no reason? I know
a lot of people would argue that point, but before anyone
gets aggressive, I'm not accusing or saying that it's a fact. Just
that sometimes, with me, that's the way it is. Strange lapses
of just well, something like depression. I wouldn't say it was
depression though. I have a feeling that, if i were depressed, I'd
be worse of. Probably couldn't even talk about it. Probably, wouldn't
talk at all.
Wierd...

p/s - i suddenly notice that i've been skipping [posting my blog] every six days
for the last two posts [including this one]

konban wa..
today is the last day of my first day at school. I know it
sounds wierd when I put it that way. This is wierd but i just felt
likie saying that. That's why I'm here in the first place... :p
I'm going now. I wanna go surf the net.
sayonara!

konichiwaa...
I actually attended my church's youth alive today [renamed TRUE - To Radically Unite Everyone]
Since it's the first meeting of the new year, we had an ice breaker. We stick a piece of paper on
our backs and everyone has to go around writing encouraging stuff on us. Pretty fun. I prefer this
kind of ice breaker...heheh..
After that, the lesson was about 'Winners n Whiners'. We were actually supposed to skip dinner,
breakfast and lunch before going there but since i wasn't at the last one, i didn't know hence,
ate dinner and breakfast. The food has something to do with the lesson in the way that, well, they
asked what we would do if we were denied food when we were very hungry. That shows the whiner
side of ourselves..o-kay...i know, this is hard to get so i won't bother going into detail. This is again,
one of those things that you have to experience before you know what i'm talking about.
School starts in two days. Happy happy me...[being sarcastic by the way] i hate school. But what
can i do..? Everyone has to go to school so i'll just live it out. Yep, live it out and make the best of it.

righto, happy new year to everyone... sorry i didn't get
to wish you guys on the day itself i wasn't home. I spent the
'countdown nite' at my friend, Regina's place sleptover...
Nothing much to say really. Just that, well, I was just thinking
bout an anime. It's from studio Ghibli. My favourite anime studio.
This anime is entitled 'Grave of the Fireflies'. It talks about two
siblings during a war. I watched it when I was a kid and somehow,
even as a kid, i thought it was a really sad movie. Everytime i
watched it, I'd get pretty sad. So, you can guess, I only watched
it once or twice as a kid. I have the VCD now but i haven't gotten
around to watching it yet. Now, thinking about it makes me feel
pretty sad and depressed like.
My dad just got home. I didn't open the gate this time. My mom
did. For some reason, that makes me feel guilty. Now I think about
it, well, i'm thinking about the kids who don't have dads. And how
happy they'd be if only they could open the gate and greet their
dad everyday. Yeah, I'm crazy. So sue me.